Self diagnosis
11:12pm
Tea - 3 cups
Beer - 2 servings
Cigarette cravings - countless
Calming chat with empathetic friend - 1
Messages from crush - 2
Escapist costume drama film - 1
Uncharitable thoughts towards fellow human beans - 5
Rice quota - filled
Sex - none
Cigarettes - none...yet.
General dissatisfaction with self - ALARMINGLY HIGH
WTF. See you at the bottom of a liquor bottle. Baibai.
10 comments:
woi, janganlah sedih -- or, if you have to, kita sedih sama-sama lah. i've also been feeling dissatisfied ...
misery loves anonymous company
whoops. twas i. sorwry. plus: nice tattoo ...
z
think you me n PM should do some serious self-intoxication sometime. In fact now would be good. Sigh. Betta - the lone female at a bar asking for double scotch neat. Tasteful.
glad u like the tatt.
yes, yes; should, should. corporate misery would be a nice change, for once. i did something similar last saturday: a lone boy in a bar in penang, downing pints, watching white men get drunk. i had a family-sized room to myself, and fell asleep reading an article about managing an opera house.
z
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why aren't u here now.
corporate... drunken... misery.
yum.
x.
betta
well, why aren't *you* *here* (ugh, confused, double emphasis + kindergarten whine-stomp)? god, i'm so bored / stuck / annoyed / frustrated.
but, when the drinking does happen (regardless of where and how, it shall) we need to break out the rum (gotta get some first) and sing some sailor ditties (not that i really know any; you'll have to teach me). remember to wear something that doesn't cover your upper back, for aesthetic reasons, and to guilt me into getting a tattoo of my own.
z
what r u doin up at 3am. Go to sleep!
I think you've hit what I call the 'KL crazy wall'. No amount rum or tobacco will affect a cure - sedation only. Run! Flee! There is no shame in retreat. Reinvent yourself somewhere close to the sea... then go back again.
well, truth is my body seems to have freed itself from rhythms circadian. sporadic insomnia / hypersomnia / general sleeplessness. also general uninspiredness. can't be healthy.
growing up by the sea, i don't think i ever learned to appreciate it much. maybe i need a spell actually in the sea. but, as a stopgap, loan me some inspiration -- queek queek!
z
plus, what are you doing up at 3?
z
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