Sunday, July 22, 2007

That old stressful feeling

Like a unkickable heroin addiction, like a recurring dream, like a delightful Simpsons' Season 1 rerun - exhibition preparation insanity loom-eth large once again. Tears of pure frustration have already been shed. Panic has unpacked its suitcase and made a comfortable place for itself in my bed and in my head. The countdown begins. The doom of...

Methinks I would be a good movie-trailer writer, eh?

You know the drill: posting will be sparse until it's all over. Of course expect some feverish missives from no-man's land.

For those who don't know, the exhibition is scheduled for first week of September, at Central Market Annexe. It will be the completion of a project for the Krishen Jit Astro Fund grant, and concerns itself with the issue of banned books. The working title is 'Sensors' (Censors, sensors - geddit? *groan*). Some elements to be incorporated include - that fairground buzz-wire game which tests your steady hand, mysterious lights, mythical sea creatures, dragons, and moral testing sheets.

Intrigued? Do stay-tuned.

For now I leave you with warm thoughts, good wishes and the super ability to meet all your deadlines.

Malaysian Videoworks Screening @ VWFA Project Room


My video Making Night will be one of the works. Pop in if you've got some time to spare during the week. Although, with the massive Not That Balai festival right now and heaps of exhibitions hoping to cash in 50 Tahun Merdeka madness, you're in for art overload all the way until the end of August and September even! Here's descriptions of what will be screened (mine is right at the bottom):

NAZIM ESA
It’s Ok What’s Happening Right Now
2005
Running Time: 6 mins 13 secs
Tales from the inner workings of Damansara Jaya, when the tape counter reruns night after night.

NAZIM ESA
KAMI
2007
Running Time: 9 mins 58 secs
Kami: A type of Japanese origami paper. Kami means 'God' in Japanese. Kami also means 'we' in Malay. Japanese and Malay high flying feelings folded into courting gestures of try hard relationships in conservative Kuala Lumpur.

VINCENT LEONG
(TITLE)
2003
Running Time: 7 mins 14 secs
(TITLE) is a personal documentation of my life, as a student in London, as well as a generic home video. Trying to break down activities into process. Attempting to blur the boundaries between fiction and reality. Emptying the 'self' and disregarding individuality. I am minimalising/catogerising conversations.

ROSLISHAM ISMAIL AKA ISE
3m x 3m x 3m = 27m3
2004
2 channel video
Running Time:
Video 1: 5 mins 7 secs
Video 2: 9 mins
This video is a response to the rules and regulations of Malaysian Young Contemporary Art Awards organized by National Art Gallery, which states that an artwork entry cannot exceed 3m x 3m x 3m. We see the artist measuring the volume 3m x 3m x 3m the equivalent of 27cubic meters and see how far he can stretch 27 cubic meters.

EMIL GOH
"between" (Seoul)
Running time: 7 mins 16 secs
As one of his works investigating film-making conventions (Remake Ring, 2004 & Trailer, 2006) Goh delves into the concept of the continuous pan. Stationed on windowsills & doorways, the camera makes 360-degree shots, revealing domestic spaces & their exetrior views.

SHARON CHIN
Making Night
2006
Running time: 17 mins
Making Night was commissioned for Performativity (2006), a touring 'performance for video' showcase by artists from Southeast Asia, first screening at Gallery VER, Bangkok. It is based on the constellations of stars that are visible above the skies of 3 cities - Kuala Lumpur, Bangkok and Jerusalem - at 10pm on the first night of Ramadan month in 2006. The video was made by a mobile phone videocam placed in a shoebox with the lid shut. By punching holes in the cardboard, light was admitted into the box which registered as points of light (or 'stars') by the camera; hence 'making night'. The simplicity of the action is juxtaposed against the suggestion of an infinitely wide and complex, yet ultimately unifying, cosmos.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Bullies in the schoolyard

UPDATE: Nat Tan has released a statement documenting his experience of being detained under OSA for four days. You can read it here. I was going to quote certain passages but on second thoughts, have decided not to. It is a remarkably succinct and cool-headed account that needs (deserves) to be read in its entirety. Although he details how he was repeatedly denied access to legal council and how he was physically and mentally intimidated by the police, he also notes that 'the substandard and rushed nature of this investigation is the result of political meddling and pressure in police affairs.'

I don't know what this means for bloggers like me who write about their favorite candy and weekend trips to the waterfall. One cannot help but feel that events like these have no bearing on day-to-day life in good ol' KL. They seem to exist in another realm, a realm so far removed from the MNG Sales or your next career opportunity. This realm is locked in oppositional orbit with state power - they whirl around each other to create a planet whose gravitational pull sucks those in who touch it.

I'm reminded of three different passages: one is the closing lines to Kam Raslan's eloquent essay 'A river runs through it' accompanying the upcoming exhibition Selamat Datang ke Malaysia (which I'm showing in! Don't miss it! Opening 22 Aug at VWFA): '...we're all looking for a place where we can be safe and feel at home. We're all so different, and our artists must be our rivers'.

Another is by Primo Levi: 'It is the duty of righteous men to make war on all undeserved privilege, but one must not forget that this is a war without end.'

And the last by South African novelist Andre Brink: 'The totalitarian order depends for its very existence on a precarious equilibrium. Without the heretic, the rebel, the writer, the state crumbles: yet by tolerating him, the ruler equally well seals his fate. As least by implication, Big Brother's mighty system disappears because he wanted to eradicate the dissident - but could not do without him'.

Fellow South African writer J.M Coetzee examines Brink's politics of dissent: '..two ways in which the writer can betray his mission: first, by subordinating his own aesthetic standards to lust for battle; second, by succumbing to the lure of uttering the forbidden simply because it is forbidden.'

May all writers and artists hold true to walking that fine, precarious line.

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We get the government we deserve.


From CIJ (Center for Independent Journalism) website:

Nathaniel Tan was taken for questioning by three plainclothes police officers since 4:45pm on 13 July. The policemen, believed to be from the Special Branch, were said to have requested for Tan to follow them to the Bukit Aman police headquarters for questioning and did not provide any reasons as to why Tan was asked to follow them. Police confirmed at 10:00pm on 13 July that they have taken Nathaniel Tan.

July 14, 2007:

Police have remanded blogger Nathaniel Tan for four more days to investigate him under Section 8 of the Official Secret Act (OSA), according to lawyer Latheefa Koya. Nat was alleged to possess documents relating to corruption charges against the Deputy Minister of Internal Security [Mohd Johari Baharom].

CIJ was told that the police's investigation arises from a comment left on Nathaniel's blog about Johari, who was mired in allegations of accepting bribery for the release of high-profile criminals. Johari was recently cleared of the charge by the Anti-Corruption Agency. It was said that someone made a police report against Nathaniel over the posting.

Section 8 of OSA penalizes possession and communication of official secret. OSA is a widely criticized law because its definition of state secret allows unlimited amount of information to be classified. A person found guilty under OSA can receive a maximum sentence of life imprisonment or hefty fines.


Don't be sidetracked by the details of whether Nat Tan should have been detained or not. Don't forget that what this shows is how police can come into your house or office and take you away without telling you why. They can hold you for hours before arresting you or allowing you to consult a lawyer. This is unlawful, unconstitutional and a gross abuse of power. Nat's friends and family were frantically searching for him for 6 hours before finally being told that he was held at Dang Wangi Police Station.

Local blogger Jeff Ooi of Screenshots is keeping close track of developments. Human rights lawyer Malik Imtiaz blogs about how the OSA is unconstitutional, here. You can sign an online petition here. You can get updates and the Free Nat Now banner (above) from Mob's Crib, here.

Pleasure button

The way to Betta's heart #3641:


This is my favorite candy in the whole world. It even has a wikipedia entry! To wit: 'A chocolate fish is a fish-shaped confection, 6 to 8 inches long, made of pink or white marshmallow covered in a thin layer of milk chocolate. It is indigenous to New Zealand.'

Furthermore, the McGillicuddy Serious Party (a satirical political party in New Zealand) made an election promise to replace money with chocolate fish. My soul mates! Let me join your coven.

One more for the road:


Tee-hee.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Into the wild

This post is for Newty.

Over the past couple of weekends, Betta has been racking up some serious Visit Malaysia 2007 credit. Yes, I packed away the skinny jeans, the retro-ironic outfits, the tres chic urban casual sportswear to put on a t-shirt and (gasp!) shorts. To quote my trekking companion: 'you look like a dork.' Already the city-mask is being stripped away, to reveal my true nerd self.

EXCURSION 1#
Sungai Chiling, Kuala Kubu Baru

About 1.5 hours out of KL is a beautiful river with a waterfall. We trekked along the river and crossed it at a few places. There were little silver fishes in the water! Against eco-rules I gave them some crumbs from a hi-calcium biscuit I was munching on. Was fascinated for ages by this river-crossing sign left by a considerate fellow, much to the bemusement of my trekking companion. Later on, I even make my own! So proud. Well on the way to woodsman-ship.



The sun played hookey with us all day, so we didn't make it up to the top of the waterfall. But later it came out for hours and I got to swim in the river and sun-bake myself on a large river rock. How beautiful is this? A couple of butterflies come up and start flitting around on my bikini shorts. They seem very attracted, possibly because of the loud tropical jungle print. I feel mildly flattered, until my traveling companion tells me that butterflies are attracted to pee and sweat. Ok. Whether or not I pee-ed in the river is a secret I will take with me to the grave.


Here I am re-living a Gollum moment. Yeesssss, my preeecciioouus, beautiful precious, we won't let them have it, will we precious? Note how bikini shorts blend into jungle.



EXCURSION #2
FRIM, Kepong

This place is just a short drive out of town. It is really beautiful, very well-maintained and developed reserve park. Now I understand why people get married here. As always, I ask whether there are any leeches. The answer of my trekking companion is an emphatic NO. Good. It is a short way up to the waterfall area, cool and shaded by huge trees. When we reach a good, quiet spot - wow:


Lying in between the rocks, I feel the icy water crash down on my shoulders and wash everything away - all the stress, the late-night alcohol binges, even deep anxieties about my upcoming show. Mother nature rocks the kasbah. Afterwards we decide to go even higher. Phone rings and I answer a call from a parent:

Me: Hello
Parent: Are you coming home for dinner
Me: No. I..hmmm, eh, my foot is really itchy la. *looks down* Aiiiiiiii!!! *almost drops phone*


There is something munching on my foot! Mother nature sucks eggs. We do not have a lighter with us, so we trek all the way down with it happily gorging on my life's blood. I'm freaked out at first, but when the time comes to burn it off, I feel sort of attached to my lunch-buddy (although the feeding was really only one-way) and inwardly, I christen it Montgomery The Leech. I am informed that it is actually very healthy to have blood sucked away from one's body.

I really had a great time. Afterwards, I even got to eat an ice cream! But we hit a sore spot. It looks like the trash-pixies have struck again, only this time it is pure irresponsibility. Delinquents! This is the most ghastly, distasteful side of the Malaysian attitude. NO EXCUSES.




Besides that, we go home happy, whole and ready to face the city. Love and thanks to my traveling companion - forest guide, leech-warrior and ice-cream buyer.

Filtered at Wei-Ling Gallery

Here is the latest review. Observe that I changed the closing paragraph. Written with claws in or out, you will have to judge. Some paragraphs I'm not entirely satisfied with, especially the one about writers 'critiquing' a show by writing about each art work separately. I'm still working through why that seems such a lazy and useless approach to me.


[Images from www.weiling-gallery.com: from Noor Azizan Rahman Paiman's Challenger series (2007)]

Like an old wives’ tale, the myth of the artist as hero and truth-bearer has been handed down to us, somewhat battered and transgressed upon, but stubborn in its perpetuity. It is a notion implicitly buried in Filtered, an exhibition at Wei-Ling Gallery that ‘aims to portray the ‘truth’ as seen through the eyes of Malaysia’s most cutting-edge artists’.

‘Truth’ is surely one of humanity’s more morally and ethically weighted words, especially in these pluralistic times of conflicting world views. One hesitates to use it without those quotation marks. That is why the premise of this exhibition is so intriguing: that of artists as filters, engaged in the act of filtering through the mass media’s infinite web of information.

Reflecting the show’s socio-political bent, a few artists draw imagery directly from topical events. Ise (Roslisham Ismail) does this most explicitly by reproducing a wanted poster featuring two Malaysians suspected of involvement in the 2002 Bali bombings. This work gains meaning when seen in light of the rest of Ise’s practice which makes extensive use of ready-made imagery. Taken on its own however, it seems utterly deadpan and somewhat lazy. Other artists use an allegorical approach to images, such as Marvin Chan’s commentary about hypocrisy in politics and the media, as well as J.Anu’s reflections on Indian cosmology and its influence on Indian identity.

There are some exceptional works. One of these is Zulklifli Yusof’s powerful abstract triptych Reformasi. Made in 1997, it reflects the tumultuous tone of a society rocked by the Asian economic crisis and the scandalous sacking of then deputy Prime Minister Anwar Ibrahim on charges of corruption and sodomy. Nor Azizan Paiman’s Challenger series is also excellent, juxtaposing quotes from various local politicians with a colorful cast of fantastical figures. Alluring and naughty, these works speak mischievously about the carnivalesque atmosphere of a government populated by characters that do grotesque and ridiculous things.

Ivan Lam’s work explores the paradox of artists capitalizing on socio-political situations for their own artistic and financial ends, whilst appearing to critique those situations. In Toil/VSOP, the text ‘artists like criminals are opportunists’ accompanies a painted scene of highway toll booths, obviously in reference to rising toll prices. This is the most self-reflexive work in Filtered, and in its own cynical way manages to ask: why listen to artists? What sets their voices apart from any other on the street, TV, radio, or in the newspapers?

On the whole, the works featured are fairly strong, sophisticated and resolved. Why then does the exhibition leave such a tepid impression? Once again, (and I seem to be singing this phrase like a sad refrain) the show’s great weakness is a lack of curatorial direction. Despite their individual quality, the works in Filtered do not converse with each other. The viewer is left with an exhibition of seemingly stand-alone paintings, each linked to the other not by the sinew of discourse, but by nothing more than a tenuous flavor of social engagement. This may explain why Hasnul J Saidon’s exhibition essay, although it begins by creating a critical discourse around the notion of ‘filtering’, proceeds to analyze each artwork in the show one by one, much as I have done above (albeit in a more limited capacity). When critics and writers resort to this sort of visual analysis that fits this square peg (artwork) into that square hole (curatorial theme), it hints at a solipsistic approach to art, in which art creates discourse that is relevant only to itself. It is an approach that seems antithetical to the self-reflexivity implied in an exhibition of ‘socio-political artworks’.

Moreover, Filtered appears to be a product-driven, not process-driven endeavor. The title hints at this. It is telling that the word used is neither filter, nor filtering, but filtered. A thing that has been filtered has already undergone a process. It bears some relation to its source (the unfiltered material), as well as the marks of the filtering process, but it is essentially a new thing, a new product. The artworks in the show are socio-political in nature – but that is neither here nor there. By strict definition all artworks are a product of the environment in which the artists find themselves in. Such an environment is invariably socio-political, even if it happened to consist of a blank white room. Filtered fails to provide a critical framework with which to interrogate how artists filter the socio-political. The artworks thus remain couched in an art-object idiom, presented as mere artifacts of artistic activity.

The late Redza Piyadasa (1939 – 2007) envisioned artists as having a defined and essential role to play in society. In his own words: ‘More thought should be given to the role of artists in public spaces – it is not about themselves and their puny phobias and insecurities, but about the artist as a social historian’.

The premise of this exhibition held so much potential for lively dialogue about how art, artists and society intersect. Its intention was full of the kind of critical tensions that create relevant and utilitarian discourse. It is therefore all the more disappointing that the viewer is merely left with the shallow observation that truth is relative and that artists simply represent different versions of it. We accept these ‘truths’ not because they are vigorous and challenging, but because we continue to believe in the myth of artists as heroes, blessed with insight beyond that of normal ken. Maybe it’s just easier that way.

This article will be published in next month's (Aug 07) issue of Off The Edge.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Stress mis-management

I hate it when it is become 2am and then the article is almost there and then I start to hate the sound of my preachy critic voice and then feel as though I got a carrot stuck up the how should you say it buttocks and then punctuation becomes lost in the cyber ether and then I go to take a shower and drink a coffee.

The closing paragraph:

Strong statements invite and encourage strong challenges and strong thought. Unfortunately, although underlined by a premise full of tension and potential for lively dialogue, *insert name of exhibition here* is not one of them.

Monday, July 09, 2007

Stress management

Cool head, steady mind. Working hard, stretching time. Trying not to take it all too seriously. Laying off the nicotine. Crossing hurdles, looking forward to all the things I want to do. Spending time with important people. Listening to a song which has this chorus (btw, their new album is very goode):

Wake me up low with a fever
Walking in a straight line
Set me on fire in the evening
Everything will be fine
Waking up strong in the morning
Walking in a straight line
Lately I’m a desperate believer
But walking in a straight line

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Evening


A few days ago my brother left for my old haunt, Melbourne. The airport always makes me mawkish and strange, or should I say the trip there and back. Especially in the evenings, past the tyranny of the day, and the sky is so gentle, the clouds incomparable to any other place on earth. Something stings a little inside, it is that thing that keeps me here, a complex love. Not that I stay because it is home, but because a few minutes in each day, I feel as if I am at home. Over the years, one hopes these minutes may to stretch into hours, into days, perhaps into forever - but you know it will never be that way. A few minutes is all one can hope for.


Days run
but evenings walk
across the sky.
And the sky is a net cast over the earth.
We are caught, each one
in epic circles, homely affections.
Love pulls
what homes push.
In all places
I sit by working,
stand by running,
run by dreaming.
Home is not a place
it's a time
where you walk
simply by walking.

(for B. - I miss you!)